Seeing old screenshots make me sick to my stomach..I'm gonna be stuck grinding for life

2019 - was gifted $5000 and I decided to YOLO in to bitcoin. Sold not long after i took this screenshot. Hindsight is 20/20 but i was definitely over invested at the time, became emotionally attached to wild price swings.

Fast forward to today Im making much better money and in a better spot financially than I was in 2019 but I will never come close to the amount I had.

Still dca'ing what I can weekly but ngl there are days where my mind goes to dark places. Guess at the end of the day its just money but man.. if only